I am in a situation that really has become very lonesome where sometimes, people you think you have trusted have failed you in every walk of life. Sometimes, they have treated you in a very hypocritical fashion, that you are not even aware that this is happening. Even people you share your life with is very obscure because of the uncertainty of a stable life. I have to endure all kinds pain that my health can be at stake.
I do have frail health. I suffer from Urinary track problems before menopause, I was operated to fix the problem a couple years ago, but I am taking medication "Detrol La" to keep it under control
but I still live with this problem because the doctor can't operate me again because it will take a while to heal from inside.
I was born in 1955 and I am 55 years old. You know there is saying, that when your age falls on your birthday of that year, it is going to be the lucky year. This year has been the most unluckiest year in my life.
I have been in the most embarrassing situations that is UN-imaginable.
I have lost my employment since September 21, 2009 and it will be two years this year. I am in a personal financial deficit, high credit card debt and we will have to sell our property, because I have lost all source of income almost 4 months now and no job yet. My husband had a one month postal strike, where we lost money for a whole month. We had to give up my nieces engagements, weddings, cousins invitations, bridal showers and lots of other family occasions because of money.
All the friends, co-workers whom promised to go out with me, they just call me occasionally to see how I am doing, but no actions. I know I would have done better because I care and I am a very sensitive person. You can't impose on others,because of their busy lives which is very understandable, but this is only excuses.
The family and friends make it sound so easy to get a job, but it is not easy believe me. Sometimes when I meet with some they seem to look down on you, but you know, what comes around goes around. Don't spit in the wind because you do not know where it will land the next time. Now it is my turn, tomorrow it is your turn. But God says to bless them back and to love your enemies by blessing them back with prayers
and offer these problems unto Him and He will take care of them because we are asked to forgive them.
I have been to many interviews, they say age should not be a factor to work, but it is a fact, because when you see younger people and they tell you if you are hired you will be notified by such and such a date or they send you a written notice that you aren't selected but they hold the applications for a future need and that they will contact me again. This job search thing has been very stressful for me that is causing me with an increase of anxiety within me. This has been for me some great observations to learn from it and improve myself growth in becoming more wiser and confident. There is a reason why I am going through these hard times, because in my next life where I may land in a new job, or opportunities of hope, a new door where I will share my happiness, where I will the be most understood, or back to my home where I belong with my Heavenly Father. It will be my birthday again this September 18th, I will be 56 years old. I really hope that it will be a more prosperous and hopeful year for me and my family.
Thank you so much for reading this message about me.
Maria
I do have frail health. I suffer from Urinary track problems before menopause, I was operated to fix the problem a couple years ago, but I am taking medication "Detrol La" to keep it under control
but I still live with this problem because the doctor can't operate me again because it will take a while to heal from inside.
I was born in 1955 and I am 55 years old. You know there is saying, that when your age falls on your birthday of that year, it is going to be the lucky year. This year has been the most unluckiest year in my life.
I have been in the most embarrassing situations that is UN-imaginable.
I have lost my employment since September 21, 2009 and it will be two years this year. I am in a personal financial deficit, high credit card debt and we will have to sell our property, because I have lost all source of income almost 4 months now and no job yet. My husband had a one month postal strike, where we lost money for a whole month. We had to give up my nieces engagements, weddings, cousins invitations, bridal showers and lots of other family occasions because of money.
All the friends, co-workers whom promised to go out with me, they just call me occasionally to see how I am doing, but no actions. I know I would have done better because I care and I am a very sensitive person. You can't impose on others,because of their busy lives which is very understandable, but this is only excuses.
The family and friends make it sound so easy to get a job, but it is not easy believe me. Sometimes when I meet with some they seem to look down on you, but you know, what comes around goes around. Don't spit in the wind because you do not know where it will land the next time. Now it is my turn, tomorrow it is your turn. But God says to bless them back and to love your enemies by blessing them back with prayers
and offer these problems unto Him and He will take care of them because we are asked to forgive them.
I have been to many interviews, they say age should not be a factor to work, but it is a fact, because when you see younger people and they tell you if you are hired you will be notified by such and such a date or they send you a written notice that you aren't selected but they hold the applications for a future need and that they will contact me again. This job search thing has been very stressful for me that is causing me with an increase of anxiety within me. This has been for me some great observations to learn from it and improve myself growth in becoming more wiser and confident. There is a reason why I am going through these hard times, because in my next life where I may land in a new job, or opportunities of hope, a new door where I will share my happiness, where I will the be most understood, or back to my home where I belong with my Heavenly Father. It will be my birthday again this September 18th, I will be 56 years old. I really hope that it will be a more prosperous and hopeful year for me and my family.
Thank you so much for reading this message about me.
Maria
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